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Sick

im sick today. don’t remember what i ate that caused the diarrhoea. 6 times today le!!! so tired and painful!!!! =( omg. die la. so tired already!! tired of going to the toilet! die la die la.. i wanna rest.

i just painted my nails!! pink! like hot pink!!! lol. like like. wanna try new colours. but i miss my hot red. red red red. love it! my legs tired. dunno y.

i feel so useless today. missed fyp meeting lo. sian. cannot miss already… must start working hard! do research and report! work for money, work for experience. time to rest. night!

*ciao*

Some reflection

i was just wondering, why are some guys so sensitive about some stuff??? like when a girls is joking, u cant sense it and make the issue seem so serious? when it comes to talking sense, some will just escape by ignore or avoiding talking about it. i think it is dumb to do that in a relationship! well, some guys… 小气!

Updates on long ago AFF

i realised that i did not blog about AFF! well, i only remembered it when i was lookin through my cam memory card seeing all the pictures from AFF.

well, what can i say about AFF, i shall not mention about the BAD points la. i wanna talk about how hot the models are and how much fun we had with the models!

well he is so f**king hot!

hehe. he is so cute as we were sitting next to him while watching Ashley Isham show at the backstage. he was joking all the way! lol. there are like so cute models and also pretty babes la. we bitches were like bitching with the models at the backstage while waiting for the show to start. they were like so cute while bitching with us. their reactions were like CUTE!!!!! like them so much! woohoo. love. hope i will have the chance to see them again. but frankly speakin, the org are not good. they dun plan well and dun really take care of the welfare of the volunteers. some are like the b****.

i shall not say much. will show u guys the photos. some only la. cuz alot of pics if u want me to upload all. lol.

too lazy to upload 1 by 1. so these are some of the pics taken at AFF!

camwhoring and stuff. fun! i miss the bitches! =)

meet up soon babes!

Another Thursday

Risk UT today! and you know what??? the whole UT is done on PAPER! haven been writing for so long and now u want me to write everything down!!!!!! my hand writing became worse! damn it. UUUUUUGLYYYYYYY! omg omg omg.. writing on paper. please get well soon UT CLIENT! lol.

Well, everyone in class was not even listening to 6P actually lo. all so worried that they would not be able to make it to UT class in time! cause some gotta run to other blocks. LUCKY ME! all my classes are all in E2!!! so i do not need to run from 1 block to the other! woohoo! well done! lol.. after UT, we had update meeting with Stephenie. Quick one and hope that we are able to survey at the Fengshui exhibition.

and today the GAY COUPLE came to sch to look for me. and at the same time, they drove the 4 girls in the team to tampines. i was like crushed whenever they turn right. and as you know. im like the smallest girl in the team and always the very poor thing one who gets bullied. lol. well, but the whole journey was fun. we were like the entertainers entertaining the 2 guys in front. so funny. then went tamp mall to buy my shoes. finally! woohoo.

well. its late and i wanna sleep soon. VERY TIRED!

*tired from all the laughing in the car* CIAO!

Today

I woke up at 1pm today! Well, slept pretty late last night or make it this morning.

i woke up and found out that it was 1 and i was suppose to go collect my cert and claim my cab fare ar Mercury *grrr*.  so i practically rushed! showered and prepare my referee stuff as i was suppose to go ref after collecting stuff.

i would like to thank these 2 guys, cassidy and kian wei for keeping me company for the whole noon and driving all over to look for the places. kinda cute as they look like a couple. can u imagine it? 1 looking through the map, the other driving. go imagine! really funny, like GAY!

ok. anyway, cassidy and kian wei, thanks for much for the noon and that you guys are really caring. thanks. =)

ok. enough for today. shall shoo off.

*ciao*

Relationships – Money

Just a short post today.

well, just wanna talk about relationships.

experienced a friend’s bad relationship experience. i wonder why are relationships always affected by money? why do couples always want to quarrel over money issues???? i think it is dumb!! is money really that important that can affect a relationship that much? breaking couples up?? MONEY! YOU AER EVIL!

BUT I NEED YOU! sigh… irony huh…

ok. enough of this! i think it is really dumb thats all! y must people quarrel over money??? especially couple! and break up over money issue? DUMB!

Ranting time….

TODAYS UT! its like killer! i dunno what i was doing during UT! application! i think i really need to study hard for UT especially with the new system!!! its killer! i think the new system will kill many of us! DIE!!!! sigh… i hope i will do well in my other UTs. RISK UT on thursday, will i be studying tml noon? like no time huh. sigh…. well. i hope what ever i study will get into my brain!!

ok. my mood is not really good now. shall stop here.

*ciao*

OMG & RANTing

OMGOMG.. there is something that i saw on thursday while i walk from the interchange at woodlands to causeway point. i feel that it is like damn lame!!

ok, the reason is because… everyone was queueing up just to buy newspaper from an MP!!! wth! cant believe it! just 1 MP can make so many people queue up for newspaper!! this is damn funny can??? -.- damn, i cant upload the picture of it cause its not in the right format. i will edit it and then i will upload it soon ok?? show u the scene! lol.

well, feeling alot lately. dunno with what. well. i always make myself so emo with things lo. why?? why am i doing such dumb stuff?

i really feel dumb telling him my feelings that night. really dumb…. it became like we cant even be friends. make things worse! VAL! why are you always making things difficult for yourself??? Y??? izzit really so difficult for me to give in? and why cant you give in a little too?? confused! really very confused! dumb ass you!

and today! i quarrelled with my sis like twice??? why ar?? like very dumb to quarrel over small matters but i really feel irritated when she is so demanding at times!!! why? i think is cause of the age gap. it is like, hello! my dressing sense and yours is different! i dare to wear certain things and you don’t. so dont always comment on my dressing please…

ARGH! i want to rant rant rant! omg. so irritating! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to sleep! get rid of my bloody eye bags. people, please tell me how to get rid of my irritating eye bags and dark circle! comments please!

NIGHT!

bored

was home the whole day day. actually is cause i went out for supper at 1am and came back like at 4am plus! so EARLY, i know. lol. but fun! wanted to go hongkong cafe but like too late so we went to kembangan for prata… then i suggested to go geylang for tou hua and we went, i had my mixed drink but couldnt finish it. lol. then slack in the car downstairs my block and chat and made a fool. so dumb…

i think next time, we should head out earlier to blk 85 market! woohoo! more varieties of food! i like! or we can go east coast lagoon! where else can we go for supper? any suggestions anyone?

cause i was a little upset about some stuff that i needed to take a breather and relax myself and some more, i have my FYP and school work. sigh. so sian! im so tired! i need to sleep soon as i need to get rid of my EYE BAGS! anybody can teach me how to get rid of those ugly eye bags? please tell me!

i shall stop here…

*feeling troubled – do you feel my feelings for you?? =(*

CRAZY THOUGHT

i have this crazy thought that i think i will be crazy if i really do it. but i really want to!!! HOW???? I THINK IM GOING CRAZY!!

can anyone tell me what is going on and i feel that im really lost in life now… that crazy thought in me is like… sigh.. i have no idea what i am doing!!!! Y? Y? Y? Y? Y???

is it cause that person appeared in my life that i became like that or is it just me? so many things running in my mind that make me so exhausted and cant think properly. all i know is that my mind is wandering around! sigh… crazy me in the making.

SOMEBODY SAVE ME PLEASE!

TELL ME WHAT I S GOING ON!

shall not say much now. no point…. -.-

CRAZY

I’m so like going Crazy soon! I don’t know why but really! I have been feeling so tired lately and FYP is driving me crazy! All the meetings! Home late everyday! By the time I’m done with everything, it would be SUPER late.

ok, enough of ranting. i really need to relax myself somehow and i want to go to the beach! Somebody go with me. OH OH OH, ZOO!

Esther, i want to play mahjong right? We find some more kah kee! lol.

ok. i want to sleep already!

I miss you Grandma! ♥ You!

Miss My Grandma