STOP PUSHING ME

August 14, 2009 at 10:42 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

i really hate that feeling when people push me till the end. asking me things that i don’t want to answer and i do not have to answer at all.

all i can say is that there is nothing going on right now and i don’t know what will happen in the future. i do not like to talk about the future like getting married or being in a long relationship. or rather i hate talking about it. therefore there is no point asking me questions like these.

i do not believe in long relationship and i think i will never get into relationship anymore, even though i do feel jealous that there are poeple in relationship and i’m not. but now i really don’t give a damn cause i’m sick and tired of all these. i really need a break from it. i want to enjoy my life instead of being pushed till the end and i will not answer. forcing an answer that u want out of me will get us no where. really. NO WHERE!

what do you expect things to be like. i do not want to think about future and i just want to think about my life now and to be happy. i do not want to be pushed for an answer or a decision. i really want to draw a line across and tell everyone that I WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING AND NOT MAKE GUY FRIENDS! but for people who know me, friends are important to me. really. so don’t push me till the end till i make such a decision.

I WILL NOT CALL ANYONE DARLING ANYMORE! NO MORE DARLING AND ALONE I WILL BE.

THATS IT!