i really hate that feeling when people push me till the end. asking me things that i don’t want to answer and i do not have to answer at all.

all i can say is that there is nothing going on right now and i don’t know what will happen in the future. i do not like to talk about the future like getting married or being in a long relationship. or rather i hate talking about it. therefore there is no point asking me questions like these.

i do not believe in long relationship and i think i will never get into relationship anymore, even though i do feel jealous that there are poeple in relationship and i’m not. but now i really don’t give a damn cause i’m sick and tired of all these. i really need a break from it. i want to enjoy my life instead of being pushed till the end and i will not answer. forcing an answer that u want out of me will get us no where. really. NO WHERE!

what do you expect things to be like. i do not want to think about future and i just want to think about my life now and to be happy. i do not want to be pushed for an answer or a decision. i really want to draw a line across and tell everyone that I WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING AND NOT MAKE GUY FRIENDS! but for people who know me, friends are important to me. really. so don’t push me till the end till i make such a decision.

I WILL NOT CALL ANYONE DARLING ANYMORE! NO MORE DARLING AND ALONE I WILL BE.

THATS IT!

i have no idea what happened but i just feel frustrated. i may appear to be happy all the time, but i am human too! i have emotions! i have the downside in my life!

i think that i have tire myself too much lately. with AYG and stuff. i have no time for other things. I NEED TO GET MYSELF FREE!

Attention

i really want to apologise to my FYP teammates. im sorry that i have not done much lately. and i promise i will work hard from today till the end of it. but give me some time. i really need time to organize myself to get things done properly. i need time to get organized and i will make it quick! FYP deadline is drawing near, so i really need to BUCK UP!

BUCK UP BITCH!

to people who are special!

there are times when there are people who are special and different from others, the others would classify them as weird! why is that so???

but no matter what they say you are, how weird they think you are. all you need to do is to tell them that you are unique instead of weird!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELVES!

i know how it feels to be left out and believe me, i’ve been through alot! i have not given up, so you guys should not give up too!

I’m back! I’m sorry that my post is so short. cause i’m currently like busy with ayg! waking up so early and sleeping so late! im like dying! omg! save me people! i bet my eye bags are getting worse! what am i suppose to do??? i need time to relax!!!!!

give me some time soon ok???

I hate people who wants to give up all the time! Fight for yourself!

i will not hesitate to fight for my own rights! no body can step over me… i swear! i hate it when people take advantage or trying to be funny. please get your facts right and make sure you know what is going on. ARGH. I’m like getting pissed when im typing this! can’t stand it.

so people out there, if you feel that you are at the losing end.. FIGHT FOR IT! Don’t give up! really!

Sleep is something I need badly now!

I do not have class tomorrow and thank god no more UTs for today!!! Yeah!!!! It’s time to have real good night sleep tonight till tomorrow!!! woohoo!

So!

Let’s All Sleep Like Babies All Day Long!!!!

♥♥

Most of the time in relationships. I will advise my friends to follow your heart. Do not think so much! Love them? Go for them! If you do not do so, and when u think back, you might regret. Make the right choice, follow your heart!

But…. Many times, you might make the wrong decision by following your heart. It may be right in the beginning, but after that, the true colors appear!

Contradicting huh?? I DUNNO WHAT IM TALKING ABT!

*ciao*

Dream that I can fly!

Dreaming~ I’m like always in my dream, dreaming that I am in the world I want to be in. Dreaming that I am with my PRINCE CHARMING!

PRINCE CHARMING, where are you???

Come to me soon. =)

*ciao*

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I am not abandoning this blog. just create the other blog for the fun of it. i will blog on both blogs so readers! Don’t worry!!!!!!!!!!!

its late. im going to bed! nights!